You Cant just like half of who a person is...

She says, &I agree
In any relationship.
Friends, lovers, boyfriends, girlfriends, family, etc
If there is a side you don't like
Address it, don't avoid it.
People always claim they can't stand fake people, &all this other bullshit
But how many people really say everything that's on their mind; or doesn't talk shit about the next person.
Someone will go to one of their friends &talk so much shit about girl A, to girl B, but then she will go and hang out all day with girl A &claim we're best friends.
Someone will say "do you" because they aren't ready for a relationship, but the moment you show interest in another person, that original person talks shit.

You can't like half, you should be able to accept everyone for who they are, and if there is something you disagree with, tell them. Don't talk shit to everyone else, &then smile in their presence.

The person I practice this method with the most is Raymond. He knows me 100% &knows I tell him whatever bugs me, when it bugs me, &i like that he does the same. Being honest, &100 in a relationship is the best because then you're both on the same page and openly know what's going on.

May Not..

She always uses them
No matter what
She will probably never experience love
Because the one who tried, she played and never had interest
He would give her the world, if she allowed him
But her selfishness allowed her not to let him get close
Instead she fell in love with another guy
Who "loves" her
I don't believe it
She lies to herself and her world
&truly wants to believe him,
But everyone knows
He's played her just like she's played him
What kind of relationship will that set
for their "future"
Who knows?
Hopefully she does find love
Because I am a hopeless romantic and hopes
that everyone will enjoy it at least once in their life

But unfortunately She may not.

How Did I?...

How did I ever date...
Ever wonder how you ever dated him?
Look into your past, &I'm sure there was at least one regret.
If not you're lucky, but I think most of us wonder what the hell was I thinking?
What did I see in him?
Was I blind?
Was it a quick rebound?
One night stand that turned into more?
I don't know, but I do wonder how did I ever date him

Homework...

I really really want to blog something interesting for you guys to read...
BUT
Unfortunately my life is hectic right now
I have a midterm tomorrow on the Bill of Rights
Along with the debates leading up to the Great Compromise
I have a test due by Saturday night
One of my niece's birthdays is today
Happy Bday Izzy
I have to complete my traffic school soon to get
my certificate faxed over to the Courthouse
So my insurance doesn't go up
I have to study flash cards
Type up another essay
&Bullshit a rough draft tonight!
&Still do some paperwork for work over the weekend.

Beautiful
Well I hope all is well.
I am going to try and sneak in a BLOG story tonight
Email me topics: rmbarraza9@yahoo.com
Or send them anonymously at www.formspring.me/rosemarie9
Bye!!! (:

Number One

Can you love two people at the same time?
They fell in love at a young age,
thought nothing can tear them apart,
 little did they know life, distance, curiosity,
and the lust of others would get in the way.
He's her true love no one knows each other
 the way they do. However she always thought
 is this it? There were other guys, some she
wasn't proud of. They all made her feel good
 for a minute, but he made her feel good all
 the time. Why did she do it? Maybe he wasnt
 showing her the attention she needed, maybe
she was curious of what else was out there?
 There are a million excuses, but bottom line
 is she made some mistakes, it's the biggest;
if not the only regret. She hurt the guy who
loved her more than anything, he always put
 her first... Until now. Now it's as if they have
to start all over, she's patiently waiting for her
 true love to come around and sweep her off
her feet just like all those years ago. He's a
great guy, but is he still the one for her? Things
 have changed, time has passed. Their love for
 each other has yet to fade even a little, but the
 trust is still missing. They broke up and went
separate ways and the love remained constant. She
 thought she could get away maybe find another,
 he hid his broken heart by going out and trying
 to find another "her". In his mind she would
always be there little did he know she was
 getting tired and her feelings were starting to change.
On the other hand; THIS guy:
He's amazing, he's kind and only wants to please her.
 She was fascinated with the new "love" and attention
 of this guy. She thought she loved him, she tried to love
 him. Will it work? They say opposites attract but it's
more than that. They are so different; music, friends,
style, beliefs. Some say he's a filler, someone to keep
 her mind occupied. They became best friends first
and she feels comfortable. However many nights
spent sleeping next to him only lead to thoughts of
the one who has her heart. She wakes up puts a
smile on and pretends everything is just fine. Each
day that passes is a constant struggle of what do you want?

 They both have expressed feelings of their love to her and the choice is not easy. She loves them both , but in completely different ways. Her love for the new guy grows as time passes but can she ever really love

anyone the way she loved her number one?

Smile

Smile because you can
Smile because you aren't down there
Smile because you can smile on your own
Smile because your life is nice
Smile because your relationship is beautiful
Smile because you're leaving the drama behind
Smile because you can be the bigger person
Smile because family is everything
Smile because everyday life gets better
Smile because people believe in you
Smile because your true friends are a dial away
Smile because you're actually important to someone
Smile because you surround yourself with great people
Smile because you can wake up in the morning
Smile because you have someone you love unconditionally
Smile because there are worse situations
Smile because someone's watching over
Smile because you're smart enough to know your worth
Smile because you make them talk

AND today WE can smile because OBAMA is President again!!!
Smile, Smile, Smile
Smile because you can bite your tongue hard enough to keep your mouth shut, to not stoop to anyone's level, and to listen to the guidance you were given by wise people. Listen to your heart, and don't make a fast quick decision because those who dwell on the past will forever live in the past, those who move on can smile and be happy. I encourage those of you who continue to create and restore problems in your life, take a step back WITH me, and ask yourself "Is it worth it?"

I don't think so, You shouldn't think so, so let's all smile, and those who don't want to: KEEP READING! (:

Mystery.

It's been days
It's been weeks
It's the longest time between
It's been weird
It's been different
It's been us
The whole thing is sad
It's a bit ridiculous
Sometimes in the middle
of the day I think about
going back; but then
reality hits me
&thats impossible.
The only thing I can
do is live today
&today means without you
It's not killing me,
I hope you're okay.
But, now I wonder whats next?
What happens now?
What do we do?
But those questions will remain unanswered
The conversations will
be left unspoken
The texts will never be exchanged
The thought will remain that
&we will remain, a mystery?